Kelsea Ballerini is as complex as the song she was listening to when she seemed to break down in tears in a bathtub, apparently struggling over her divorce.

The country music star was listening to Katie Gregson-MacLeod‘s song, “complex,” as she bathed nude in the tube … clearly fighting back tears. Thing is … she posted the vid on TikTok, so it turned into anything but a private moment. Her caption “A complex time.”

Kelsea also used social media to announce she was pulling the plug on her marriage … “Friends, I’ve always tried my best to share my life with you in a real and vulnerable way, while also protecting layers of my personal life as they unfold. This is now public record so I wanted you to hear from me directly that I am going through a divorce.”

Kelsea and country musician Morgan Evans tied the knot at the end of 2017.