Britney Spears took to her Instagram on Monday to respond to her estranged son Jayden following his recent interview, and reveal that she is now an atheist in a new audio recording.
The singer, 40, said to Jayden, 15: ‘You were just like my other family. You secretly loved looking at me like something was wrong with me,’ before asking, ‘Do you guys want me to get better so I can continue to give your dad 40 grand a month?’
Spears then talked about becoming an atheist due to what she’s endured in her conservatorship, which ended last year, and how she’s been treated by her kids and family, stating that her father Jamie, 70, ‘Needs to be in jail for the rest of his life.’
The latest: Britney Spears took to her Instagram on Monday to address her son Jayden and reveal that she is now an atheist due to family torment in a new audio recording; Pictured 2018
‘Honestly, my dad needs to be in jail for the rest of his life. But like I said, God would not allow that to happen to me if a God existed. I don’t believe in God anymore because of the way my children and my family have treated me. There is nothing to believe anymore. I’m an atheist y’all,’ Spears stated.
At another point she addressed Jayden directly, saying: ‘So Jayden, as you undermine my behavior just like my whole family always has, with “I hope she gets better” and “I will pray for her”‘… ‘Pray for what? That I keep working so I can pay off mom’s legal fees and her house?’ she asked outraged.
The star then hit out at Jayden and her other son Sean Preston’s, 16, father, Kevin Federline, 44: ‘Do you guys want me to get better so I can continue to give your dad 40 grand a month?’
Addressing her son: The singer, 40, spoke to Jayden, 15, and said ‘You were just like my other family. You secretly loved looking at me like something was wrong with me; Pictured with Jayden, her other son Sean Preston, 16, and husband Sam Asghari in 2017
Drama: The star hit out at ex-husband Kevin Federline, 44, asking, ‘Do you guys want me to get better so I can continue to give your dad 40 grand a month?’
‘Or is the reason behind you guys deciding to behave fools, is because it’s actually over in two years and you don’t get anything?’ she continued.
The star appeared to be responding to Jayden’s recent interview with ITV News, where he claimed his tarnished relationship with the chart-topper can be fixed, however it’s going to take ‘a lot of time’.
In the recording, Britney lamented the fact that both her kids chose not to spend time with her: ‘I will say it, I sat in that kitchen and looked you straight in the eyes, beautiful boy, and said “How come I can’t see you guys anymore, or just see you guys more? I look forward to seeing you guys weekly.”‘
‘You said “Momma, oh it will change.” You and your brother left me in that house always two hours early. Preston would sleep, you would play the piano the whole time,’ she said.
Atheist: She then talked about being an atheist due to everything she endured during her conservatorship stating that her father Jamie, 70, ‘Needs to be in jail for the rest of his life’; Pictured 2008
Hard times: ‘I don’t believe in God anymore because of the way my children and my family have treated me,’ she said; Pictured with Jayden and Sean Preston in 2021
‘And if I didn’t shower you guys with gifts and have amazing food ready, and play a motherf***** saint, it was still never good enough.’
‘That one time I asked you, looked straight in your eyes, “I wanna see you more” you called your dad and I never saw you again,’ she lamented.
‘I didn’t do anything wrong, and I know I’m not perfect, but the love I’ve given you, and how much I adore you, and your diplomatic way… self-entitled “This can be fixed, I will see her when she’s better.”‘
‘Jayden, it was a miracle I could even have a normal conversation when I got out of that place. You were just like my other family. You secretly loved looking at me like something was wrong with me.’
A lot of time: The star appeared to be responding to Jayden’s recent interview with ITV News, where he claimed his tarnished relationship with the chart-topper can be fixed, however it’s going to take ‘a lot of time’
The Womanizer hitmaker then claimed that what she needed from her family was ‘unconditional love.’
‘I didn’t need a family hiding s**t in houses and whispering s**t behind my back, feeling subconsciously guilty because I’ve paid for every f****** thing in both homes. I needed unconditional love and support.’
‘It saddens me that not one of you have valued me as a person. You’ve witnessed me and how my family has been to me, and that’s all you know. Like I said, I feel you all secretly like to say something’s wrong with me,’ she said, towards the end of her rant.
It comes after Jayden claimed the pop superstar’s sexually-charged social media posts are ‘something to get attention’ and voiced his concern that it ‘may never stop’ in his recent interview.
His side: He added that he believes her 13-year-long conservatorship went on ‘a little too long’ before her emancipation last November but that her dad Jamie had only been ‘trying to pursue her dream’ in the beginning; Pictured 2019
Jayden – who lives with his brother Sean Preston at Kevin’s Los Angeles home – revealed he does want to see Britney again, despite their differences.
He added that he believes her 13-year-long conservatorship went on ‘a little too long’ before her emancipation last November, but that her dad Jamie had only been ‘trying to pursue her dream’ in the beginning.
The statement was echoed by his father – whom Britney was married to between 2004 and 2007 – who sat down for an interview with 60 Minutes Australia on Sunday, and said that the pop star’s father ‘saved her’ with conservatorship and had her best interests at heart.
Last month, the Mail revealed that Britney hadn’t seen her sons for months. Their father said the boys’ desire to avoid the circus surrounding their mother’s private life was so great they didn’t even attend her June wedding to American-Iranian model Sam Asghari.
In response, Britney accused her sons of ‘abandoning her’ and ‘being hateful’ in a now deleted Instagram post, after which Kevin posted videos allegedly showing the singer ‘screaming’ at her sons when they were younger. Also now removed.
The past: Jayden and his brother Sean Preston currently live with their dad in Los Angeles. Federline was married to the singer between between 2004 and 2007; Pictured in Los Angeles